"It’ll be so hard.. it’ll be so painful.. but hopefully.. it’ll all be worth it"
Something went wrong in our relationship.. It all happened so fast.. Too fast.. It’s so hard for me.. I always re-read his text messages and ask myself what happened.. we were so happy together.. we already have dreams together.. even a business together.. He asked for space for him to think.. to focus on important things.. ojt.. school.. and family.. I cant help myself.. I always cry when I remember everything.. Nasanay na ko na sya yung kasama ko everytime.. sa bahay.. sa school.. sa lahat ng lakad ko.. sa mga bagay na ginagawa ko.. pagsundo.. paghatid.. panonood ng tv.. pagkain.. lahat lahat.. I dont know what will happen to me now.. I have to start from scratch.. I have to pull myself up.. for him.. for us.. I have to be strong.. we’re still together but we’re not allowed to see each other.. or even talk to each other.. because for him, this is the only way for us to fix ourselves.. to grow.. Honestly, I can’t accept it.. it’s very painful.. Nandun na ko sa point na 24 hours na kong umiiyak.. hindi kumakain.. hindi umiinom ng water.. yung suko nako.. but then again, i have to be strong for him..
I love you baby.. I will always do..
I know you love me too.. you just
need time for yourself.. we can do
this baby.. I’ll miss you every day..
sobra.. It’ll be hard for me to pretend
that I’m okay.. But I have to do this..
I will hope and pray to God that this
decision we made won’t lead into
anything bad.. I know and I will
always pray that may we find our
way back to each other’s lives.
May this space build us into a better
person for each other.. I will wait for
the day na okay kana.. nakapagisip
kana.. always take care of yourself
baby.. Im still your wife ha..
Til we meet again babylove.. I love you.. forever..